Needless to say, the pounds are creeping back on, and my gut is growing. Today is the first time I've worked out since umm.... I can't even remember when!! Isn't that TERRIBLE!? I'm really trying not to dwell on it, but I can't help but feel like a failure and a hypocrite for letting myself slip after all the hard work I put in just months ago.
I feel disgusting. I've been carb loading, sitting on my ass, and staying up way too late. I've had a couple of freelance projects pop up since my vacation, so I've had to work for hours after work, which meant no post work exercising, and lots of "convenient" food. Again, I feel disgusting.
Now that I've finished 2 of the 3 projects, things are slowing down a bit, so I was able to actually make time to exercise tonight. I HAVE LOST SO MUCH PROGRESS. I was extremely sluggish during a workout that was barely ANYTHING to me just months ago.
I just can't get motivated lately, and I don't know why.
Blah, I have to put all the music together for choir practice tomorrow night... I'm hoping I get out of this freaking slump soon.
On a happier note, here are some photos from San Francisco.... There were BILLIONS more amazing photos, but it'd take FOREVER to put them all here!
|After our first dinner in SF at Mel's Drive-In|
|Nick at his school's headquarters|
|Me, Nick, Drew, Joel, Josiah, Jenny, Ivonne, & Fabio at|
Industrial Light & Magic/Lucas Films before we got
to go on a tour thanks to Jenny!
|Me at Hawk Hill. What a BEAUTIFUL view|
despite the fog! If I lived around this kind of
scenery, I'd be in the best shape ever!
Thanks to Joel for snapping this! :)
|Another part of Hawk Hill. Big thanks to David|
for snapping this shot!
|We climbed up this, the most crooked street in the world,|
Lombard Street! It was a HUUUGE hill!
|WHEW, we made it!|
David, Beau & Cameron (Yes, twins!), Ivonne, Nick, & me
|Ena, my Goddaughter, chowing down|
on one of the many fattening and delicious
treats we had this weekend...
|I did the lettering for their cake!|
|My aunt & my mom|
72 and 63 years young!
Don't they look great!?
|My parents and me on Sunday during birthday lunch.|